I think that I am in school because it is where I build my whole being. I think that I am also here to study. In school, I get to learn many things and meet new people. I also think that I am here because I am studying to be something that I want to be. However, some times, I get to ask myself; what is the reason of my existence?
As of now, I am in a middle of a war between existence and essence that are fighting to get me. However, during the past years, I know that I just exist. Right now, I think that I am pulled to having an essence but being just existing is trying to pull me back. As of now, I am trying my best to have an essence by making my own decisions and not be controlled by someone.
Just like on a very famous game, I am trying my best to “level-up” and not be “level-gapped by others.” I know that I can do it if I do my best at school where I learn different things from many people and even from my mistakes.
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hmmm...sounds like you're in a dilemma for sure. althought i dont quite understand what kind, since everything's abstract. i hope you would gain the confindence to disclose more next time. but, hey, no pressure ok? especially if it's about really personal or sensitive matters :) thanks for sharing.
Good luck to you! Hope you will never get tired of learning new things. :)
Hope u find the reason of existence that could encourage you, not just simple that everyone has, but one special purpose! :D
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